A Test of Faith and Love

Lately, Dub Dub and I have been over a lot of fights and arguments. Since the day that Dub Dub did what was not suppose to be done. It all seems that our Saturdays abd Sundays are cursed. We always have that argument over simple things. Last Saturday was the worst, Dub Dub cried so much. I felt bad as well becuase I'm making it hard for him. It seems that I put all the grudges that I have for him in anything that he does or anything that he says. I was so hurt when he sentd me the following text message: "I love you too Lub Lub... I love you until I'm existing... ;-) Please just minimize your begrudges on me..."

I was so touched by these words. I felt that with these little arguments that we are having every now and then will strip the love in our hearts. I don't want that to happen. I don't want to lose Dub Dub. I love him and I have kept him within me despite the hurtful thing that he has done. I took him back. Why? I took him back because I love him. We have bad times. We will alwalys have bad times. But, do we sacrifice all the good times just because of the bad times? No! We should not. These bad times wil test your faith between each other and will test the love within you, between you. Let the fire of love continue burning. Let no one fall out of love. We will keep each other safe. I know we will get through this if we stay together. If we patch things up. It's like a house you know. When a light bulb burns out, you don't buy a new house. You fix the light bulb. Patching things up will build your relationship. You will see that there are a lot of things the you have not discover yet. Both partners should be open to each other. No secrets. No lies. Just pure love and honesty.

I really love it when we can't express our feeling to each other. You know what we do? We either write a letter about what we don't like and what made us feel down and then we take turns reading it to each other. Then we make our own comments. Funny?! Yeah, I love it. Or we send a text to each other even if we are just beside each other. Then, we give each other a hug. A heart-warming hug. It lifts our spirit so much and then things are patched up.