I recently had a talk with my Cookie. He was so paranoid of the thought of losing me. It was really a misunderstanding between what I told him and what he assumed to be happenning. He even bluffed that if I lie to him, he will also lie to me. I felt so sad at the thought. For a person who has been lied to a million times, a single thought of someone special lying to you would worry you. It did not worry me. It gave me paranoia. It gave a certain gap between me and my Cookie. I felt that I'm losing him. The only thing that I told him is the reassurance that I love him so much. The assurance that I am still willing to keep my Cookie in my Cookie Jar, so that he will always feel protected, cared and loved. Since, we were both persons who has been lied to, I am always here to assure my coookie about my feelings for him. He also gave me the assurance that I will never lose him unless I tell him to go. I am willing to keep my Cookie, as long as a can, as much as I could and as long as he would want me too.
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