Grocery Freaks

We were on the line for the check out lane. Nothing beats going to the grocery with him! Well, he is tall so he can reach for groceries up! One lady even asked her a favor.

Our First Night Out

I was off work last Thursday so I asked him if we could spend the time together. I planned the whole day but it was so funny bevause the day didn't went through the way I planned it. But, we had fun so much fun. After I went gymming, he met me up in Fitness First and then we went to do groceries for her cousin. We went to his place. He cooked dinner while we had stolen moments of cuddling.*wink!* After dinner, we went to our place, our nesting ground. We decided that we go to East West to have a bottle of beer or two. We went to see our friends in McDonald's before we went there. After saying goodbyes to them, he asked if we could go to a place a bit far from McDonald's. He brought to a pizza house where we had a pizza-to-go. Then, we took a cab for East West.

We were waiting for the pizza-to-go. We had a nice time together. It was so beautiful that we held hands to let each other know that we have each other. Dub Dub's wearing his favorite dolpin band.

The face that set my heart aglow. Those sleepy Spanish eyes which send me floating in cloud nine. The one that makes my heart beat slower and faster at the same time.

We love pizza! If we were stucked in an isolated island, everything would be okay as long as he is there. Of course, there should be an unlimited pizza supply and unlimited SMS so we could still send message to the Mensroom people. Hahahaha...!

Yipeeee! The pizza is here. One last can whoring before we go! He loves this picture so much. I love you so much, Myqel!

The New Alch3mist

Nothing to do! I just thought that I should publish few photos here. Well, just for fun. No biggie. Just pure clean fun for everyone.

Look at the extra hair. I've been growing that "extra" hair for about two years now. It has gone long but the barber cuts a few inches of it to match my hairstyle. Oh, I just remembered! Dub Dub and I will be having our haircut together by the end of May. Gee! Cutting our hair is a bit expensive. Waaaaaaaaaaah!

Oooppssiees! Exposing the new me. This body is reserved for my Dub Dub. Hahahaha! For your eyes only.

What's that cutie smile for? A bit shy? A bit horny? Whew! It getting hot in here? Hahahaha! That's why I'm in my underwear. Hahahaha...!

What? I took it off? Well, I'm off to the shower in a while. Just got off the bed. I'm a day sleeper. Why? I work at night. Hahahaha!

I ain't angry just horny as hell! Wait 'til he comes because I'll blow down his horn. Little boy blue? Can I blow your horn? Hahahahaha!

Lost?

He lost his purse. I could cry. His hard earned money was all there. *sigh!*

He Loves Me

I'm just being paranoid! Why? I've been fooled a lot of times. I've been through the storm. I've been bruised. I have loved and been rejected. I have loved much and have been ignored. I have given my all and have been taken for granted. I continue to love though I'm afraid to hurt again. I'm scarred so much. My heart have been ripped to pieces. And you know what? I found him. I found the one who would like to keep me forever. Someone who did all his best to keep me whole. And that's Dub Dub.

Questions Should Have Answers or I'm Just Paranoid?

I was worried about a few things today. I have issues that I want to discuss with him. A lot of questions are running through my head. I can't concentrate and my heart is in pain. All I can do is just to sigh about it. Relationships should always be open, right? Should there always be secrets? Do you need to tell your partner everything? A profile question not answered about being monogamous? Is that an issue? For me, I would be. Am I not assured of his love? Why do I have doubts? Or am I really doubting? Or am I just afraid that I've been played around? I don't know what to do. My head is spinning. I don't know what to do? I don't where to start. I want answers. I think the problem is with me. Or is it me? It really hurts me a lot when you are so serious about someone. You gave your all. Your whole self only to find out that you were tricked. You were made to believe about these things. I don't want to be in that situation again. I want someone worth all the pain. Oh I don't know. I can't think right. I wish to see him now. I want him now. *sigh!*

He Never Loved Someone This Much

Dub Dub? I love you!

Beating Up The Heat

I'm trying to be a porn star or I guess more like a fetish. Trying to have that great body for summer is killing me. Come here my sweet prince. Feast on me. Hahahaha!

Beating up the heat? Well, undressing and sleeping in the raw would be okay. We love sleeping in the raw. Flesh against flesh. Hahaha! I hate to say this but summer here is not that good. Raining and raining every time. It nice we have each others body to heat things up. Hahaha! *wink!*

Woops! Take it off! Take it off! Hmmm! For your eyes only. Dub Dub's gonna feast on me. Hahaha! So? It ends here! *wink!*

The Prince and The Alch3mist

The Lovers

Don't Lose Your Love One Through Stupidity

You know how stupid I am today? I ruined my sweet prince's day. *sobs!* I went to see Myqel during my one hour break. It was great. He was happy to see me. Some guy ruined the night. I ended up banging the cab door. I felt the hurt on Myqel's face. The cab made its way. I felt so heavy inside. So, I told the cab driver to get back. I went out the cab. I called him out and said Myqel, I'm sorry. When he saw me, he rushed toward me. I hugged him and he went with me inside the cab. The cab driver drove to where I was going and we hugged each other in the cab crying our heart out. I cried because I hurt him again. I ask my apology but I guess it was not enough. He was really crying very hard. The same way last May 3rd. I hate myself so much. It's a problem with me. I don't wanna lose him just because of few misunderstandings which lead into a fight. I don't wanna mess up our relationship. We'll be turning three months and I'm afarid to lose him because of my inequity and selfishness. I'm so selfish. Myqel loves me so much. I know! (Henaku agaw eksena na naman aku! Nakakahiya sa mga tao sa mensroom. *sigh!*) I could not take the burden of letting my Dub Dub down. I failed again. I hurt him again. I made him cry. That's how stupid I am. *sigh!*

I Don't Have Time For Him...*sobs!*

I just wanna write about this feeling that I'm having right now and I was having before and every now and then. I don't feel it constantly. It surfaces up whenever I'm faced with a certain situation. I don't wanna be rude or be someone who messes up the fun. I cannot say that he has no time for me because he gives me all the time in the world. I'm guessing that it's a problem with me. I don't know what I really felt at that instant when he told me that his meeting up his friend later after he went home and eat dinner. I had this thought in my head that he would rather meet him that stay with me? Hahahaha! I'm laughing silently inside my heart. They're his friends. They've been together for so long. I remember the time when we were still not partners. I was starting to court him. He did not want to go for a relationship with me because I was with the group. I told him I would be very glad to stay out of the group just to be with him. And you know what he told me? He said: "Don't stay away from the group because even if you do that it will not be an assurance that I will go with you." See? I'm in no position to get jealous. *wink!* I think my point in being jealous is that I don't get to spend much time with him. It's really a problem with me. I work five days a week. If were together we just sleep. We don't get to talk. We don't get to spend time outside together. Enjoy the weekend together. I wish I could be with him this Saturday. I wanna spend time with him. Just me and him for once because I don't get to do that with him. I was telling Elma about this today. She told me I'm jealous with his friends and the way that he is enjoying the night out and you both can't get to do that. Yeah, we never really danced together. I don't dance but I never said I can't though. When we became partners we haven't had night out with any of our friends. If we did and I don't really remember he would see me sleepy and he would suggest that we go home so that I could sleep. Am I jealous with his friends? Am I jealous because I don't have time for him? Or am I just paranoid? I think I could cry. In fact, my heart is crying silently. All I know is that I love him and I want him to enjoy his life in anyway he can. I'm willing to sacrifice everything.

This One's For Me

Damn I was so tired. Work is killing me. I hate night shift but it a better deal. I get paid more. Hahahaha! When I got home I took everything off, put on my boxers and went to bed. I wasn't expecting Dub Dub to come home for lunch. He has a lot of stuffs to do. I was so pissed with my housemates. The room next to mine. Their music was so loud that it woke me up. I could go back to sleep after that. So, I jump out of bed and hit the shower. Cursing them in any way possible. I decided to work-out instead. While I was working-out, I was sending SMS's to Dub Dub asking him if he is already awake. I got the reply after I went out of the shower room. He asked if I was okay and I said that I was okay and was so glad to hear from him. Just a simple "Lub Lub?" would already make me feel better. He told me to wait for me in the gym and he'll be passing by to fetch me. We went to the church to the next city, said our prayers and then made our way home. We were cuddling on the jeepney and I was not wearing any underwear at all. Hahahaha! When we got home, I was too tired. So, I took everything off and then put on my white briefs . I took a piss and then went I went back, Dub Dub was already in his briefs too. I missed him so much that I run unto him and his longing lips met mine. When kissed passionately. I kissed him so hard. I longed for that lips so much. Then, he pulled down my underwear. I asked why. He smirked and said: "I wanna sleep with you in the raw. I missed it so much." I said: "Well, why not?". We had erections but we didn't mind it. We lied down and I got so horny looking at him so I went on top him, kissed him and made my way down him prick and started to fondle it with my hot mouth. I sucked him hard and licked his balls. I licked everything his crouch could offer. He pulled my up and made me lean back on the wall and he started sucking me also. Licking and sucking my family jewels. He started to jack off while I feasted on the sensation he was bringing me into. I pulled him up and we kissed again. He went down again and feasted on my family jewels. I was so turned on I wanted it on video. I was so turned on by the scene that we were into. I told him to lay down and then I went on top of him I kissed him while I rubbed my dick into his feeling every sensation. Feeling every beat of our heart. I went down and started sucking him and then we finally jerked off together. He was on top of me. We were looking through each others eyes. Whispering soft moans of "I love you's". He was jerking off for 20 minutes while I tried to hold my orgasm. we he was about to come he moaned hard and said in a most passionate way. He said; "Matt, this one's for you! Aaaaaahhhhhhhhh!" He squirted his man juices over me. He squirted some over my face and then we kissed together while I squirted my man juices too. He tasted his cum and I tasted it too because he squirted a few near my mouth. We smiled and pulled out few paper towels to dry ourselves off. We kissed and then we snoozed. I woke up almost late for work. Hahahaha! Well, it's okay. I was glad to be with my Myqel. And, if he's still there later when I got off work. Well, I need a second round. Hahahaha! I wished I swallowed his man juices that time. *wink!* I love you so much my sweet Dub Dub.

Home With Dub Dub

I had a great day yesterday! After work, I was suppose to have a brunch together with Dub Dub and then we go to our place after. What happened was different. I was waiting for her mom to get back home so we go home to our apartment. After I saw her mom, she invited me in. Dub Dub was also happy to bring me in since her cousin and her Aunt wasn't there. When I got in, Lenden was in his arms. He was feeding Lenden his milk. He has very nice eyes. Sleepy Spanish eyes just like Dub Dub. Her mom offered a glass of iced tea but before I could drink the whole glass, Anika spilled it over my shirt. I had to change so Dub Dub brought me to his room and gave me a shirt. It was his favorite sky blue tee. I asked why would he give that tee since I have a few tees there. He just smiled and said that he wanted me to see me wearing his shirt. Oh, I remembered that I told him last time that I like to see him also wearing my tees. I took off my shoes as well and I used his green flip flops. He told me to go with him to the kitchen because he'll be cooking lunch. I was still on my pants so he told me to take it off and he gave me his shorts. It was so big for me considering that he stands 5'10" and I'm just 5'4". See? I'm a shortie. Hahahaha! After cooking, we went ahead and ate lunch while Diggy and Anika had their bubble bath. After lunch, I was so sleepy so he brought me back to his room. He told me to get comfy in his bed and try to rest. Haven't had sleep since the night before. I laid my head to rest pulled his blankets. I felt comfy that I didn't know that I dozed off. I woke up at around 2 o'clock . He wasn't around. So, I sent an SMS. Few seconds later he went over bring Lenden with him. He was smiling and he was asking me if I had a nice sleep. I told him I did. He asled me if I'm hungry or if I wanted something to eat. I told him that I would okay. He said that we could go out and buy something to eat. Halo-halo, bread or bananas were available outside. I said why not. So we went out, in our home clothes. I wasn't minding my just-out-of-the-bed look. We bought Halo-halo. Halo-halo is a mixture of fruits and a lot of stuffs with crushed ice, sugar and milk. It's a nice refreshing summer drink here in the Philippines. Going back, we also bought cheese bread to go with the halo-halo. We bought 3 orders. One for me, one for Dub Dub and one for Mama. We went home. Invited Mama to eat with us while we watched TV. We watched Avatar on Nick. After, Dub Dub had to answer a questionnaire for his Aunt. We were talking and cuddling a bit. A bit later, Diggy and Anika came rushing in. It was time to go home now because I still have work. He sent Diggy and Anika out. We kissed a bit. Said our "I love you's". I gave him a hug another smooch. We went out the compound. we waited for a while for a jeep to come by. Well about four jeepneys passed by but I didn't wanna go home. Hahahaha! I told him this at that instant: "I miss you now even if you're just infront of me!" He smiled. The smile that made me fall-all-over-again! I took the next jeep and then we gave each other a light salute before we lost sight of each other.

The Alch3mist

Nice smile!

Dub Dub's First Chocolate...

After work, I saw a message in my inbox. It was from my Dub Dub. He was craving for something to nibble. My nipples would have been perfect but I wanted to bring him something sweet. Something different. *wink!* So, I bought a chocolate for Dub Dub. He liked it. We had brunch together. Just a simple brunch. It doesn't matter if it was ordinary food. As long as we were together sharing happy thoughts, exchanging sweet gestures and enjoying each others company. I would always want to see him day-in and day-out. Wake up every morning beside someone you care about. Someone whom you are giving your whole life and your whole heart to. Lying beside someone you love and drifting off to dreamland. Wow! Isn't that sweet. As sweet as chocolate? I always wish we were living in together. Maybe soon! How soon is now? I'm guessing that it's already here.