I'd Bleed Just to Know His Alive...

I wasn't feeling any better at all. I felt so guilty about what I did. My heart was bleeding. I got everything packed up. We made our way to the pool. It was quite long way. I was whispering words of apology on the way. I assured him also that he won't lose me just because of that. I was still in pain, bleeding and regretful about what happened earlier. What's done is done. I can't turn back time but I can assure him of my love and assure him that I will never be doing it ever again. We also made sure that since we are partners, one should tell the other about decisions that one has to do. Not to make decisions for him but to give the other partner awareness about the issue that the other is dealing with. Sharing would also mean an open communication between partners. I treasure so much my relationship with Myqel. I would give anything in the world to keep him. I would bleed just to know his alive.