The Night I Cried

I was really disappointed for the past days. It was three days in a row. I was afraid that we might end up breaking up. I wanted to keep it down as much as possible. So, I kept my disappointments in my heart. We had an issue. Last Monday was the greatest because I really felt so down. I wanted to spend quality time with Dub Dub. To enjoy the time together. Something that we would talk about later in the day. I was jealous once when he was out with our friends. He was talking about what happened the whole night. I was pretending I was okay but deep inside I was in pain knowing that we don't get to spend quality time. Yes, we have time for each other but quality time is hard to achieve. We can't have that quality time. He also have issues and now I fully understand what he feels about me having to pay all the bills. We talked about it. We both have to adjust. I'm glad we have an open communication. That's another secret to a lasting relationship. He made up for that when he came back to my place. He brought a small ice cream cake. It was mango-cheese. I burst out to tears when I saw the cake and him saying: "I'm so sorry!". I could help but cry. I can't describe what I felt but I cried like a baby that night. He gave me a hug and he assured me that everything will be better. I really felt the sincerity on heart and I realized again how this guy loves me so much.