Questions Should Have Answers or I'm Just Paranoid?

I was worried about a few things today. I have issues that I want to discuss with him. A lot of questions are running through my head. I can't concentrate and my heart is in pain. All I can do is just to sigh about it. Relationships should always be open, right? Should there always be secrets? Do you need to tell your partner everything? A profile question not answered about being monogamous? Is that an issue? For me, I would be. Am I not assured of his love? Why do I have doubts? Or am I really doubting? Or am I just afraid that I've been played around? I don't know what to do. My head is spinning. I don't know what to do? I don't where to start. I want answers. I think the problem is with me. Or is it me? It really hurts me a lot when you are so serious about someone. You gave your all. Your whole self only to find out that you were tricked. You were made to believe about these things. I don't want to be in that situation again. I want someone worth all the pain. Oh I don't know. I can't think right. I wish to see him now. I want him now. *sigh!*