I Dont' Wanna Lose Myqel...

I didn't expect Dub Dub to go back to the city yesterday. We had a bit of fight or I think it wasn't a fight at all. We just needed to reason out to the minute detail about the paranoia that we both were experiencing. We just had to pour out what our hearts were keeping. Dub Dub once saw me sending an SMS to De Paul asking if he was good-looking. He never told me about what he saw. He kept it in his heart. It kinda disappointed me in a way that we agreed that we should not keep secrets. That we holler put what we think is not right about certain things. I didn't get to tell him that today. I just realized that part now. I'm very afraid now. I don't wanna lose Myqel. I just don't wanna lose Myqel. He is everything to me. He is the one I'm willing to give my whole heart to. I don't wanna lose my Dub Dub...